They don't know me

Many people don't understands me.
All they see are the successful part of me, but they failed to see the hardship I've been through.

I am simple guy but when it comes to relationship, I  often felt difficult.
Difficult not because I am desperate to get a girl friend. 
Not because I'm afraid I can't find one.
Is difficult because is hard to find a best friend that will be your girl friend and wife.

To be a friend, we need to know each other.
To be a best friend, we need to spend more time together and know each other very well.
The problem is where is my best friend?

I'm not young any more I know. 
Parents is chasing me.
Friends are bugging me.
Even some people going after me.
But I cannot just because of all this reasons that I give in without thinking and finding the right partner, right?
I am not desperate to find one.

I just wanna feel right.
I hope that someone can feels me too... till then I will be patiently wait.