I never had fall in love with someone that deep before.Seriously.
I can feel my emotions, spiritual, physical, and etc.. are so connected.
I just love her so much..
So much that nothing can describes..
About my journey of finding my destiny to fulfil my vision with passion in life
Monday, February 25, 2013
I never love someone so deep before
It's been 12days since the day we hold hands.
I never had fall in love with someone that deep before.Seriously.
I can feel my emotions, spiritual, physical, and etc.. are so connected.
I just love her so much..
So much that nothing can describes..
I never had fall in love with someone that deep before.Seriously.
I can feel my emotions, spiritual, physical, and etc.. are so connected.
I just love her so much..
So much that nothing can describes..
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Finally together
Me and Amylin finally together :)
We attached on 14th February 2013, yup it's on valentines day.
This is the story..
I wrote he a song with her name, Amylin. In the lyrics, I asked her "Would you be my girlfriend?" and "can I hold your hand?"
So while we were walking in Publika after dinner..
Me: I have something to ask you
Her: What is it?
Me: You know I have asked you before
Her: You asked me so many questions before how would i know which one?
Me: The question i asked in the song i wrote for you
Her: I still wanna hear it from you tho
Me: Would you be my girl friend?
Her: Say again..
Me: Would you be my girl friend?
Her: I thought you gonna ask me, "Can i hold your hand?"
Me: Can i hold your hand?
Then I gently offer my hand and she put her hand on my palm.. so this is how it all begins.. :)
We attached on 14th February 2013, yup it's on valentines day.
This is the story..
I wrote he a song with her name, Amylin. In the lyrics, I asked her "Would you be my girlfriend?" and "can I hold your hand?"
So while we were walking in Publika after dinner..
Me: I have something to ask you
Her: What is it?
Me: You know I have asked you before
Her: You asked me so many questions before how would i know which one?
Me: The question i asked in the song i wrote for you
Her: I still wanna hear it from you tho
Me: Would you be my girl friend?
Her: Say again..
Me: Would you be my girl friend?
Her: I thought you gonna ask me, "Can i hold your hand?"
Me: Can i hold your hand?
Then I gently offer my hand and she put her hand on my palm.. so this is how it all begins.. :)
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Things are getting better
Let's see..
Ever since that night, things are getting better.. well at least she said she is gradually like me.. which is a good sign.. she mentioned that her mum and sister likes me too.
I have made her hand made card and wrote song and record it in a cd for her.
Handmade card :
Ever since that night, things are getting better.. well at least she said she is gradually like me.. which is a good sign.. she mentioned that her mum and sister likes me too.
I have made her hand made card and wrote song and record it in a cd for her.
Handmade card :
Song i recorded is not available on youtube yet but i wrote another one, which I would like to surprise her on Valentines day.
We'll see how it goes :)
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
What happen to me for the past one week
I bought her along for dinner with my brothers, Ian, Keith and Brandon, Ian's wife came along too.
She was the one mentioned to me if I were to meet them I can bring her along because she wanted to know my friends too.
So on that Monday before dinner with my bros, we went to Dreamz Bakery in the afternoon, we tried the yummy crepe cake and she loves it. We chatted so much that when we look at our clock it's already like 5pm+, so we decided to go The Curve to have a walk.
Then finally we had dinner at Grafa, ss15 together with my bros. It all went well.
After that Monday, Tuesday onwards I felt her reply on whatsapp very cold to me. I thought maybe she was busy. But it happens on Wed, Thursday and Friday morning too.
So, I finally cannot take it and I asked her what happen, why is she so cold in her reply.
She told me that there was something bothering her and she choose to tell me face to face. So we agree to meet on coming Monday night.
On Friday night itself, she whasapp me and telling me about the food during the wedding dinner she attended. It seems to me as of like nothing happen. But I can't help to kept thinking what's bothering her.
On Saturday morning., I whatsapp her about my jogging experience with Ian's gang. She seems ok. Then later in the afternoon, her phone breaks down. She has no access to whatsapp but she updates status in FB so i know her phone is not working. She got a temporary phone from her brother but without whatsapp function.
I was trying to find her one phone with whatsapp, but found none.
I help her to get some contacts that she might need by texting her all the name and numbers for her convenience.
At night I called her, she seems wanting to talk more but I thought she wasn't want to talk, because I thought she might want to sleep early for the marathon on Sunday.
Anyway I talked to her for a while but not wanting to touched on the "bothering her" subject so i ended the call. Because I thought, it would be good only we talk face to face on Monday.
So there goes Sunday, the whole day I didn't bother her until at night i texted her.
She is fetching her sister and her sister's bf to the airport on Monday morning (Her sister is going back Australia).
On Monday itself, I woke up early and go Breakfast with Ian at Mcd SS15 until about 12pm then I go and wash my car. Then I went back home and rested a while. Suddenly I received a call from Amylin. She said she was not feeling well and might not able to make it that night. I was really disappointed because I waited to see her and to hear from her, but i know she was sick so i shouldn't asked for more.
So I woke up from nap and go to fix some guitars in Cheras. I was so down, so I yam cha with my friend. Asking him some advice how to deal with this situation, he is a married man, so he must have many experiences before. He said this is a good chance for you to perform. Go buy fruits for her. (This is exactly what I want to do) but i told him would I done too much? He said no, it shows you care.
So after his encouragement, I quickly go to Leisure mall and bought some fruits and packaging it nicely.
Before I leave Leisure mall, around 6pm I received her call again. This time she said she feels better and able to go again. I was so happy. Really really happy. I don't know why. I said I will fetch her on 7.30pm
So i was thinking to drive home have a change first before going to her place, but the traffic was so bad that day, so I decided to go straight to her house.
Upon arrival, I handed the fruits to her mum, and her mum shakes my hand, feels so awkward but is all good. So we decided to eat something organic at ss18.
We ordered food and then we started to chat a lot. After dinner, we decided to find a place and yam cha and continue our talk.
So we ended up at Taipan's Old Town Signature.
We shared jokes and riddles together, we laughed and enjoyed each other's company so much.
So finally I asked her what's bothering her.
She said what I have shown her is more than what she can do it back for me.
I guess I have overly done. She need more time.
So I told her if next time I overly done, please remind me. And at the same not to reply me in a cold way.
We both agree.
We enjoyed so much that night.
I gave her a CD. Inside the CD was Monita's song, but i added my own song into it. The song I wrote for her. I printed the lyrics and placed it on the CD cover.
The next day she listened to it and then she wrote this :
I really thank God, everything went well.
Now she is having her trip with her girl friends to Phuket and Krabi.
I really can't wait to she her again.
Till then! Tata
She was the one mentioned to me if I were to meet them I can bring her along because she wanted to know my friends too.
So on that Monday before dinner with my bros, we went to Dreamz Bakery in the afternoon, we tried the yummy crepe cake and she loves it. We chatted so much that when we look at our clock it's already like 5pm+, so we decided to go The Curve to have a walk.
Then finally we had dinner at Grafa, ss15 together with my bros. It all went well.
After that Monday, Tuesday onwards I felt her reply on whatsapp very cold to me. I thought maybe she was busy. But it happens on Wed, Thursday and Friday morning too.
So, I finally cannot take it and I asked her what happen, why is she so cold in her reply.
She told me that there was something bothering her and she choose to tell me face to face. So we agree to meet on coming Monday night.
On Friday night itself, she whasapp me and telling me about the food during the wedding dinner she attended. It seems to me as of like nothing happen. But I can't help to kept thinking what's bothering her.
On Saturday morning., I whatsapp her about my jogging experience with Ian's gang. She seems ok. Then later in the afternoon, her phone breaks down. She has no access to whatsapp but she updates status in FB so i know her phone is not working. She got a temporary phone from her brother but without whatsapp function.
I was trying to find her one phone with whatsapp, but found none.
I help her to get some contacts that she might need by texting her all the name and numbers for her convenience.
At night I called her, she seems wanting to talk more but I thought she wasn't want to talk, because I thought she might want to sleep early for the marathon on Sunday.
Anyway I talked to her for a while but not wanting to touched on the "bothering her" subject so i ended the call. Because I thought, it would be good only we talk face to face on Monday.
So there goes Sunday, the whole day I didn't bother her until at night i texted her.
She is fetching her sister and her sister's bf to the airport on Monday morning (Her sister is going back Australia).
On Monday itself, I woke up early and go Breakfast with Ian at Mcd SS15 until about 12pm then I go and wash my car. Then I went back home and rested a while. Suddenly I received a call from Amylin. She said she was not feeling well and might not able to make it that night. I was really disappointed because I waited to see her and to hear from her, but i know she was sick so i shouldn't asked for more.
So I woke up from nap and go to fix some guitars in Cheras. I was so down, so I yam cha with my friend. Asking him some advice how to deal with this situation, he is a married man, so he must have many experiences before. He said this is a good chance for you to perform. Go buy fruits for her. (This is exactly what I want to do) but i told him would I done too much? He said no, it shows you care.
So after his encouragement, I quickly go to Leisure mall and bought some fruits and packaging it nicely.
Before I leave Leisure mall, around 6pm I received her call again. This time she said she feels better and able to go again. I was so happy. Really really happy. I don't know why. I said I will fetch her on 7.30pm
So i was thinking to drive home have a change first before going to her place, but the traffic was so bad that day, so I decided to go straight to her house.
Upon arrival, I handed the fruits to her mum, and her mum shakes my hand, feels so awkward but is all good. So we decided to eat something organic at ss18.
We ordered food and then we started to chat a lot. After dinner, we decided to find a place and yam cha and continue our talk.
So we ended up at Taipan's Old Town Signature.
We shared jokes and riddles together, we laughed and enjoyed each other's company so much.
So finally I asked her what's bothering her.
She said what I have shown her is more than what she can do it back for me.
I guess I have overly done. She need more time.
So I told her if next time I overly done, please remind me. And at the same not to reply me in a cold way.
We both agree.
We enjoyed so much that night.
I gave her a CD. Inside the CD was Monita's song, but i added my own song into it. The song I wrote for her. I printed the lyrics and placed it on the CD cover.
The next day she listened to it and then she wrote this :
Good morning Jon,
I really enjoyed my time with you last night. Thank you for the lovely evening of laughter, sharing and getting to know each other more and more. It's amazing to know more of each other, each time we meet.
This morning, I hv listened to all the tracks in the cd you gave. May I say that I especially like the bonus track. I read the lyrics prior to listening to the tune. I find the track which u hv composed for me, is fill with sincerity and love, not geli.
I thank God for putting you in my life and I asked God to be the center of our friendship.
:)
I really thank God, everything went well.
Now she is having her trip with her girl friends to Phuket and Krabi.
I really can't wait to she her again.
Till then! Tata
Saturday, January 19, 2013
人来人往 / 陈奕迅
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Better Man
Better Man
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my concious
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals through the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
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